Work Romance.

Is relationships at work acceptable? I mean, work is a great place to meet new people, get to know people and see if you're connected with someone, but is it really a good idea? I've seen so many times where couples who work together ad break up, usually end up fighting. Not exactly ideal for a work place. Now, most employees would be smart and leave all of that at home and outside work, but often it comes back in. See, I'm only speaking of this because I recently got employed and there is someone at work I may like just a bit. We'll call him Mike. Now, Mike is really nice and funny and we have a lot in common. But where is the limit? Am I supposed to be okay with liking a co worker, or should I push feelings aside and focus on work? What do you think?

Working Sucks.

I finally got myself a job, and yes, I am quite proud of myself. I aced the interview (the guy told me he liked me and we even bonded over White Spot and acting) and he said he'd called me soon if I got it. Well, two hours later, he called me. I got the job. I'm not gonna lie, I was nervous to start, but I was happy that I was finally going to be able to make my own money and save up to move out or move to England. But then, when I went in for training, I got sat down in the dining hall and had to watch over 20 videos, and I'm not even done yet! I had no problem with that, but then it got scary. There was so much things I have to remember. I have to remember how to make 20 different kind of coffee's and 30 different kinds of sandwiches and 10 different kinds of soups. I was just thankful for cafeteria! Because of that, it helped me understand a lot of the stuff - not including the food stuff - so I didn't need to worry about remembering that. But that's not the worst part. My sister works there. On her first day, she got shown around, introduced to staff and learned how to punch in. Then, her friend started today and learned all that as well. But, yesterday, when it was my first time there, I didn't. I didn't learn any of that and that kind of pisses me off. They didn't show me any of that and they are supposed to so now I have to go in tomorrow and tell them they need to show me. Me and my sister like to joke that the reason they're not showing me is because they're going to fire me because apparently some places don't like you working with your sibling. A part of me hopes that's right because I hate working there. But another part hopes that's not true because I need a job. I really do. It's just not fair that I'm not being taught anything while all the other new employee's are.

It's been a while.

It's been a while and I apologize. I just haven't been feeling like the writing mood. I even haven't updated any stories I've written in over a month! But, here I am. Let's see, what can I write about today? Oh, well I have something. Break ups. Are they really that bad? My sister broke up with her boyfriend and for two weeks all she did was cry. She stopped eating and talking to people and coming out of her room. She just cried and cried. Why are break up's that bad? Why can't people just realize that maybe they don't love you anymore and move on? Just accept it. If they don't love you than they're not worth your time. Also, my sister does tend to stalk him a bit, which I think is a bit pathetic. She stopped most of it now, but back then it was weird. So, tell me, how bad are you when it comes to break ups?

Break Ups

Are relationships really that hard? I mean, right now I'm listening to my sister cry her eyes out because her boyfriend broke up with her and she doesn't know why. She's a mess right now. She won't stop crying and she hasn't eaten in a few days and she's locked herself in her room. I don't want to be mean, but she's being a little needy about this whole thing. She's trying to message him and trying to contact him and she shouldn't do that. But I guess that's what happens when you're in love, right? You feel like the whole world is nothing but a big ball of disappointment and nothing seems to go right. I feel like that all the time - just without the broken heart.

I'm not lazy.

It really frustrates me when my mum tells me that I'm so lazy. I'm not. Just because I don't do every single thing you ask me to do doesn't mean that I'm lazy. I do a lot, but there are days when I just don't feel like doing anything. People have those days and it doesn't mean that they're lazy. It is annoying when I get called that because I could easily stop doing everything for her and she would see how much I really do for her. She just thinks that if I don't do every thing she asks, then I don't do enough and it makes me feel bad because she gets mad at me.