Pregnant...really?

Okay, so today I found out some news. My sister's friend is pregnant. Now, normally I would be happy, but honestly, I'm not. And I'm not a bad person for not being happy, it's just she's not ready to be having a baby right now. Mostly because she's only 19. I have no idea what it is, but lately everyone under the age of 20 has been having babies. I think about fifty of them in the past year have all had babies, and they're still in the age range where their age still has the word "teen" in it. Now, if I'm not mistaken, I think that's horrible. Not to mention that my sister's friend isn't only 19, but she isn't even in a relationship with the father. No, I know that's not important but when you're that young, I think maybe it is. I know how fast people come and go in her life, is he going to be another one? It just angers me because she's the only one working and she isn't even making that much money. I mean, she has to always beg my mum for food. How is she supposed to pay for a baby? She can get a crib and all that stuff from her sisters, but diapers and food and all the other stuff he needs to buy herself, well that's expensive and she can't do that if she can barely feed herself. I even heard her tell my mum that she wasn't ready to have a baby, she was too young. Good, at least she understands that. Hopefully she will do the right thing here and give it for adoption. Maybe have a baby when she's older and has the money to actually take care of it.

Bad Day Gone Better (A Bit)

You know when you wake up in the morning and you just feel like today is going to be a really crappy day? Yeah, I didn't get that feeling when I got fired from my job. I was working all day, doing everything good, and sure, maybe I wasn't the best at it, but I tried hard and I understood 99% of things. Then, about five minutes before my shift ends I get told that I'm fired. Do you even know how horrible that is? And they won't even give me a reason why they fired me. Apparently, they don't have to tell me why which is complete and utter bullshit. Luckily, I didn't cry like everyone else did, but I noticed that the assistant manager couldn't even look at me while I was being fired. Good. I hope she felt bad. Luckily, after that, my mum and I went to the mall and then my sister and her friend invited me to the movies to cheer me up, which it did. So, maybe it wasn't all too bad.

It's been a while.

It's been a while and I apologize. I just haven't been feeling like the writing mood. I even haven't updated any stories I've written in over a month! But, here I am. Let's see, what can I write about today? Oh, well I have something. Break ups. Are they really that bad? My sister broke up with her boyfriend and for two weeks all she did was cry. She stopped eating and talking to people and coming out of her room. She just cried and cried. Why are break up's that bad? Why can't people just realize that maybe they don't love you anymore and move on? Just accept it. If they don't love you than they're not worth your time. Also, my sister does tend to stalk him a bit, which I think is a bit pathetic. She stopped most of it now, but back then it was weird. So, tell me, how bad are you when it comes to break ups?

Break Ups

Are relationships really that hard? I mean, right now I'm listening to my sister cry her eyes out because her boyfriend broke up with her and she doesn't know why. She's a mess right now. She won't stop crying and she hasn't eaten in a few days and she's locked herself in her room. I don't want to be mean, but she's being a little needy about this whole thing. She's trying to message him and trying to contact him and she shouldn't do that. But I guess that's what happens when you're in love, right? You feel like the whole world is nothing but a big ball of disappointment and nothing seems to go right. I feel like that all the time - just without the broken heart.

Congrats.

My sister finally graduated today. It's taken longer than usual because she dropped out for a year. That's when everyone thought she wasn't ever going to graduate, but she finally did. And I'm very proud of her. She looked very grown up sitting there with all the rest of the graduating class. There was also a cool native man who did some cool hoop dance. It was probably the most entertaining part about it all.

Annoyance and ear bleeding....Weird Combo.

My sister is starting to piss me off more and more. First, she hasn't been home for 6 days! She's been spending it all with her boyfriend. Usually, I don't mind but that's when it's one or two days. Not 6. And now I find out that she's lying to her best friend. Best friend (BF): I asked her to hang out today and she said she was going home. That was at like 12. Me: She's not home.... BF:I'm not surprised. Do you even know how wrong that it? Chicks before dicks, girl! She also said yesterday that she would be home tomorrow after my aunts house but she never came home. We also have to go to our grandmas tomorrow for Easter and they only way she'll go is if her boyfriend can come. Which is pathetic because it's family. She's been doing this a lot lately, spending more time with her boyfriend. Me:You have to come home today, okay? Sis:I'll see what boyfriend wants to do today. Seriously? You don't need to fucking see what he wants to do today, we haven't seen you in 6 days, just come home by yourself! Also, I woke up this morning and my ear was bleeding. Don't worry, it wasn't the inside of my ear. It was the part where I have my tragus pierced. I changed it the other day for the first time.

Oh dear...

My sister and her boyfriend are having relationship problems. I feel slightly bad for them and wish they'd just work it out. He's over right now doing who knows what. But I will admit, they are moving fast. She told me they've already talked about babies and marriage and they've only been together for 2 months. Maybe 3. I am kind of jealous, not by how fast their moving. But how much they love each other. Will I ever find that?