School Application.

So, turns out if I want to fill in the online application to the school I want to attend, I have to pay $50. And I have no money. None at all. Well, okay. I have $10. That's it. But I emailed someone and they said I could print out the application with my answers and then drop it off so I'm going to do that. I'm going to my friends house tomorrow so she can help me write my application to make it good so I can get accepted. But you wanna know what sucks? My mum tells everyone in my family that my sister is going to college and she's so proud of her and she hasn't told anyone yet that I'm planning on going too. My mum said that it's because she doesn't think I can do what I want to do; I want to act. Why is that so hard to understand? The world needs actors, and I can do it if I'm willing to work hard. And I will work hard. And them not believing in me makes me want to work harder (sometimes it makes me want to give up but I won'y).

Annoyance and ear bleeding....Weird Combo.

My sister is starting to piss me off more and more. First, she hasn't been home for 6 days! She's been spending it all with her boyfriend. Usually, I don't mind but that's when it's one or two days. Not 6. And now I find out that she's lying to her best friend. Best friend (BF): I asked her to hang out today and she said she was going home. That was at like 12. Me: She's not home.... BF:I'm not surprised. Do you even know how wrong that it? Chicks before dicks, girl! She also said yesterday that she would be home tomorrow after my aunts house but she never came home. We also have to go to our grandmas tomorrow for Easter and they only way she'll go is if her boyfriend can come. Which is pathetic because it's family. She's been doing this a lot lately, spending more time with her boyfriend. Me:You have to come home today, okay? Sis:I'll see what boyfriend wants to do today. Seriously? You don't need to fucking see what he wants to do today, we haven't seen you in 6 days, just come home by yourself! Also, I woke up this morning and my ear was bleeding. Don't worry, it wasn't the inside of my ear. It was the part where I have my tragus pierced. I changed it the other day for the first time.