School Application.

So, turns out if I want to fill in the online application to the school I want to attend, I have to pay $50. And I have no money. None at all. Well, okay. I have $10. That's it. But I emailed someone and they said I could print out the application with my answers and then drop it off so I'm going to do that. I'm going to my friends house tomorrow so she can help me write my application to make it good so I can get accepted. But you wanna know what sucks? My mum tells everyone in my family that my sister is going to college and she's so proud of her and she hasn't told anyone yet that I'm planning on going too. My mum said that it's because she doesn't think I can do what I want to do; I want to act. Why is that so hard to understand? The world needs actors, and I can do it if I'm willing to work hard. And I will work hard. And them not believing in me makes me want to work harder (sometimes it makes me want to give up but I won'y).

Voting.

Today, my mum, sister and I all went down today to sign up to help out with the voting next month... I think it's next month. It seems a bit fun and it's nice to help out. I've also almost finished catching up with my show. I feel so proud that I was able to catch up with everyone else even though I've started it about 4 months ago. Proud of me? Maybe. I don't know if anyone else does this, but when I'm alone I like t think to myself..I like to make up a new world where I'm happy. Where everything goes great and nothing is ever wrong. Or if it is wrong it gets fixed to be something beautiful. It's like a new life. A second life. I dream, even. I don't think I'm the only one but I've never told anyone before.