Break Ups

Are relationships really that hard? I mean, right now I'm listening to my sister cry her eyes out because her boyfriend broke up with her and she doesn't know why. She's a mess right now. She won't stop crying and she hasn't eaten in a few days and she's locked herself in her room. I don't want to be mean, but she's being a little needy about this whole thing. She's trying to message him and trying to contact him and she shouldn't do that. But I guess that's what happens when you're in love, right? You feel like the whole world is nothing but a big ball of disappointment and nothing seems to go right. I feel like that all the time - just without the broken heart.

My feelings..please, just ignore.

Some days, most lately, I feel like I've been getting everyone mad. I feel like they're fed up with me and are even starting to hate me. Especially my mum. I cause so much trouble for her and she is so frustrated with me and I just feel like she really hates me. Maybe because I'm not how she imagined I'd be or something like that. Either way, it makes me feel like crap. Anyways, today was half good, besides the feeling bad part. My friend and I went to a movie today (Iron Man 3) and it was amazing. We both enjoyed it and had a great time.